Being Unstuck

For the longest time I have felt stuck.

I have felt no need to update this blog for the longest time because I have had no need to.

There has been no need to express myself as nothing has happened.

But now, I feel there are a few things I need to express.

Countoff:

1. Dark Rising- and the tale of the awesomeness

If you haven't seen the movie Dark Rising, you should definitely check it out. And I have no ulterior motive for saying this.

Full story to come soon ;) It's a good one

2. Glee

This show is my ultimate guilty pleasure. I want to be on it. I want to be it.

Yes I know the writing is not up to par. But it's still charming. It's a great little show, ten times more exciting then the other shows that exist today. Well that's not entirely true... but it's still fun.

3. Books

I'm writing again! I restarted my invisible war trilogy and dividing it into a five part mini-series.

More on that to come...

Yeah... I guess this equivocates to a teaser.

But trust me... things get good.

Best Conversation Ever.

(*) SOMEONE (*) says: (8:52:42 PM)

if you feel causing some hell

Brel says: (8:52:53 PM)

eh?

(*) SOMEONE (*) says: (8:53:12 PM)

add yourself to the traditional Marriage fan page and  add some gay marriage pics to it

(*) SOMEONE (*) says: (8:53:19 PM)

I had some fun with it

Brel says: (8:53:24 PM)

uh... ok. Why?

(*) SOMEONE (*) says: (8:53:34 PM)

:)

(*) SOMEONE (*) says: (8:53:45 PM)

because traditon marriage is a scam

Brel says: (8:53:57 PM)

I call it opposite mariage

(*) SOMEONE (*) says: (8:54:10 PM)

it's basically a homophobic group

Brel says: (8:54:27 PM)

well it's not like they're forcing you in

Brel says: (8:55:00 PM)

My theory is they aren't pushing it in my face, I don't think I should go out of my way to distort someone else's beliefs

Brel says: (8:55:28 PM)

if they were, I'd retaliate

(*) SOMEONE (*) says: (8:55:31 PM)

suit yourself - but you're breeding homophobes

Brel says: (8:55:41 PM)

Actually I'm not breeding. Period. 

 (*) SOMEONE (*) has left the conversation.

BEST CONVERSATION EVER!!

Well... as it turns out I'm still messed up. No surprise there really. But I've decided I really want to make a blog that fills you with that warm fuzzy sensation of those things we all know and love. So if you ever want that warm and fuzzy flirty feeling: Feel free to check it out

severelylikeable.blogspot.com/

Writing

When I don't write, I feel dead.
And then I get angry.
And then I get frustrated.
And then I get depressed.
And then everything else happens.

My mind blows apart at the seams at our culture. You think you know someone just because you talk to them online. You don't. How a person behaves in person is how you know someone. It's not what they say it's who they are. It's not what they do, it's who they are.

Who are we? As a culture where is everything even heading?
And why do I feel so alone? You can talk to anyone, anywhere, anytime. But we don't. We're so connected. But only to ourselves.

Could this be the new "That's what she said?" 

We can only hope...

SOOOO....

I'm not going to lie, I started this group on the off chance that it would net me money. And in that regard, this blog can be looked at as a massive failure. 

First off, I'm not exactly funny. 

Secondly, this blog is Emo. 

Thirdly... well this blog is still emo. 

I don't know how to improve that. 

Shoot... I was actually going to make a point this time... but I can't. 

School is always getting busy before it gets better... I will be going to summer school which should be fun. Next year hopefully will be better. Maybe I'll update this more often. Maybe I'll find a niche to talk about every week like fourfour. We'll find out. 

On the upside: How freaken awesome was it when Celia got back up on the catwalk and told off Tyra on the last episode of Top Model. That was divatastic! She out bitched Kylie! That was sweet. Best ANTM diva moment since Jade existed. 

What's the point? Seriously. Lately I've been feeling so much "What's the point" I've forgotten that at one point, I had one.
I took art class because I've always enjoyed it and I had hoped it would help me unwind from my other, more foreign and stressful classes. Sadly this is not the case. Instead I'm stuck with getting crappy grades on projects that I like because I'm not doing them the way she wants me to. It's frustrating. I worked so hard on a poster only to get slapped in the face with a 65. Now I'm wondering what's the point in even trying if all I'm going to get from here on in is mediocre at best.
And I feel this way about all my classes. I mean I have a theatre degree already, why do I feel the need to come back and torment myself with something I really don't need? It's frustrating.
On top of this, I'm finding out all of this from the other side of the world. I'm still in India about to embark on the trip back to Canada... and the experience over here has just been so inexplicably amazing. I've learned so much about charity, and beauty and even myself. This whole trip has been wonderful. I've enjoyed literally everything... and now I have to go back... Back to blockbuster. Back to school. Back to futility and drowning in mediocrity. Back to the thousand and one rejection letters from book houses and literary agents. Back to the crumbling foundations of what were once my hopes and dreams. It takes a toll on a man.
I guess this is when I figure out just how strong of a man I truly am. Aside from that I have to put up with a 8 hour flight to frankfurt and that should be bad enough without having to have another 8 hour flight to Toronto directly after.
Sigh... I don't know what to do.
Why are my posts always so emo?
Anyway, I'll figure this school thing out.
On brighter news, I'm finding my own place! My parents sold the house so I'm on the prowl for a new place. It'll be nice being out on my own again. And not nice. But I'm hoping for good things.